But I’m not going to complain. We have a high of 60 today and tomorrow. Imagine that. It’s the first time in a week that I’ve been able to leave the house, however, as the winter chill kind of closed my lungs before that. Today I managed to make it out to the grocery store to stock up on necessary supplies (Mountain Dew!) but even that little bit of activity wore me out. I have to sit in the car and recover before I can drive home. It’s so frustrating. Not sure what’s going on with my lungs, as the last bronchoscopy I had indicated that the scarring (fibrosis) was not progressing so quickly, and the mucous that usually hangs out there had been obliterated by prednisone. So there appears to be no clinical reason for the increased yuckiness, and yet, I can’t breathe. Frustrating as hell.
We are all ready for Christmas and the little guy (five now!) is having a really hard time waiting. He tells me he hates Christmas because he hates having to wait for all his stuff. I’m really looking forward to their faces on Christmas morning, and just hanging out and spending time with them. They’re what keeps me going, now more than ever.
Okay, back to knitting my fingers down to the nubs for bff. I’m almost finished I think!
